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Part 12

A thousand pieces Part 12 I know I wanted him to know about how I feel for him but not so soon I guess. He caught me off guard and I had no choice but to open up about everything. I wasn't prepared and now that he knows, I know things will never be the same again. Right now I wish it never happened, I wish there was a way I can unknow him, I wish there was anything I could do to erase him from my mind and heart. I wish it hadn't gotten to this. I guess I should be embarrassed for being rejected. What was I even thinking? Oh! I just want to burry myself and disappear for good. "If I have to try out this relationship thing, you will definitely be my first choice, not just now" the text read. He is probably trying to make me feel better but it's not working. Why can't he just understand that what I want is a relationship? Or maybe I'm being selfish and inconsiderate. Plus if relationships are not his thing then he shouldn't be afraid because this w...

Part 20

A thousand pieces I woke up missing him and today unlike all the other past days, I didn't feel bad about it or perhaps it's because he gave me a bit of hope. For a very long time, I didn't realise that I relied on him for my happiness, so much that I had a breakdown when he left me, taking away my joy and happiness, I guess he took all that he gave me but he left with much more. He left me with nothing but the pictures we took which only makes me feel worse about myself so I would rather not look at those. Looking at the pictures brings back all the memories and it hurts so much knowing that I won't experience those with him any longer, looking at the pictures reminds me of our last time together, that night when he poured out his heart as we stared at that starry sky. When the stars shone light to us like it was a sign of a bright future together. I guess I should have considered that the night is full of terror too. Thinking about that night only brings me to tea...

Part 19

A thousand pieces He read the text after 20 minutes and when he didn't reply for two hours, I wrote to him again. Letter 7 Dear Stranger now "You are probably annoyed, You are probably fed up Maybe you are irritated Maybe you are bothered By me and my existence Perhaps you want me to leave you alone. Maybe yes, maybe not But I will only know if you tell me, I would only fathom if you if you let me know Only when you say it say it will I know that you are tired of seeing my name pop up on your screen when I text. I will only know that you don't want anything to do with me the day you tell me to stop bothering you, only then will I know. You avoiding me does not say anything You ignoring me doesn't tell me anything You being mean doesn't prove anything You being quiet is reason unknown to me. You have got to give me something, anything. Tell me you never want to hear from me again Tell me that last time was the last time I would see you Onl...