A thousand pieces I woke up missing him and today unlike all the other past days, I didn't feel bad about it or perhaps it's because he gave me a bit of hope. For a very long time, I didn't realise that I relied on him for my happiness, so much that I had a breakdown when he left me, taking away my joy and happiness, I guess he took all that he gave me but he left with much more. He left me with nothing but the pictures we took which only makes me feel worse about myself so I would rather not look at those. Looking at the pictures brings back all the memories and it hurts so much knowing that I won't experience those with him any longer, looking at the pictures reminds me of our last time together, that night when he poured out his heart as we stared at that starry sky. When the stars shone light to us like it was a sign of a bright future together. I guess I should have considered that the night is full of terror too. Thinking about that night only brings me to tea...
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